I'm Tired & Stressed

I've been feeling like shit ever since I heard my mother wasn't feeling well; this was Friday. I have done all kinds of things to not think about shit that is happening in my life. I've had so much to drink this past weekend, more alcohol combined since my birthday, but I've skipped the drugs just in case you were worried about me. I've done the drinking, but it only works for a few hours, then its back to reality, so I can seriously see how people become alcoholics and stay drunk for days (Leaving Las Vegas movie comes to mind), because when you are drunk all the time, you never have time to think of the problems. I've skipped posting for a few days now, I don't even know what was the last date I posted. I don't have the energy today to make it a long one. Do know however that the way I feel is really fucked up, I think its not good for my health, but I'm sure I'll get over it; I have to.

Madre mía... quiero que tu salud mejore. Me duele mucho saber que no te encuentras bien de salud, siempre te recuerdo como una mujer fuerte y llena de energía. Una persona que siempre tiene fe en Dios, y una Madre que pone a sus hijos y familia por delante, y una madre llena de amor que sacrifico todo por nosotros. Te mando un abrazo y un beso, te extraño mucho, que te mejores.